I know why you did it | Just not what it meant | ??/??/????

Ponder the reason you're even doing this, accepting the invite. Surely it's not worth this terrible drive you could just go home.
Surely it's not worth it.

It's a fair question.
Why risk this, what's the worth.
It's not like there's a reason to meet with them again. Not after what happened last time.
After what they did and what you did it's a surprise you got an invite at all.

But you know why. Beyond want beyond need. You know why you must be there tonight.
At least you like to think you do.
Surely there must be a Logical reason calling you there.

After all, why would you want to see any of them again.